Can I take back my last post?

Husband is not feeling good yet.  It looked like it was working and it isn't.

He phoned the specialist today and they are hoping that it is just a bowel infection.  He has to go for testing tomorrow.

I am hoping and praying that that is all it is.  I am frustrated today.

I am struggling with depression this week.  I can hardly get out of bed right now.  I have so much to do and the craziest next month of my life.

I need help.  I am not sure doing what, but I need help.

I am thinking of going to the doctor and seeing what they can do.  My body is doing crazy things right now and it is driving me nuts.

I think I need a day at the spa.  Or a healthy husband......or..........


I have no idea.  I tried to pray yesterday and decided that there was no point.  I trust God to do the right thing but he is going to do whatever the heck he wants anyways so what is the point? That is how I am feeling right now.

I am sitting on my couch and watching "Castle".  It is good.  I am tired these days.  I feel like life was finally getting a little less insane! I know that that makes no sense as my life is kinda insane all the time, but the whole health thing takes it to a whole new level.

Time for bed.

I will keep you all updated on what happens with his health.

Keep praying......