Pain

Have you ever had pain that made you writhe?

That made you mentally messed up?

That made you not able to even talk normally?

Have you ever had pain that made you sob from the depths of your being?

So hard that it hurts?

That was me today.

I am still in pain from my IUD and biopsy and am now in even more pain.

I started getting cramps this morning.

Wow.

I did not know that there were places in my body that could still hurt!

So, in my fit of despair and my mental breakdown?

I ate a burger.

And fries.

And loved every minute of it.

It got rid of my cramps for 3 whole hours and was worth every stinkin' bite.

How bad is that.

I don't care if I gain weight from it or if it kills the whole diet.

It made me happy.

And today?

I needed that.

So, tomorrow?

I am back on the bandwagon.

Eating the way I am supposed to.

It will be a better day.

And I will deal with the pain.

All of it.