Distractions

• cute boys building a house next door
• laundry
• phone
• tv
• unhappy dog post surgery that just wants to cuddle
• tired
• books
• cooking something fabulous for lunch (steel cut oats, brown sugar, banana, blueberries, raspberries)
• planning my weekend
• tv
• boys outside hammering off the moulds from pouring the foundation behind us
• noise from boys
• sore muscles from yesterday
• worried about pain in my right side that won't stop.  Waiting on test results.
• Husband coming home tonight
• work
• tv
• should bake muffins
• should clean out my fridge
• should organize something
• should do my hair and makeup and take off the hat
• should fold that laundry and put it away
• busy day of meetings and magazine launch tomorrow
• what should I wear?
• how will I do my hair?
• Cloudy and gross outside
• tv
• couch is comfy to my sore muscles
• dog keeps rubbing her stitches on my arm.  Gross.
• wanna go visit my cousin.  I should just do that one of these days.
• need to water plants
• should pick out a paint color one of these days
• it is raining now
• have to be somewhere in 3 hours

This is my brain today! I have gotten some stuff done and yet not enough! Nothing pressing so I am not forced to do anything.  Going to watch a friend dance tonight.  Can't wait.  I love dancing.  Headache from all the noise next door.  This is going to be a long summer!

Screen saver right now?

I want a garden!!!

Do you ever have days like this? Weeks? Months? Years? I seem to! I could make the biggest list of stuff to get done and will get it done, but not when I should! I will leave it all to the last minute.  I think I just like having busy days.  I would rather put all my work into 2 or 3 insane days a week and run like mad then have it all spread out.  Drives me insane yet at the same time? That is just how I work! I got my list done of stuff for this week yesterday and so today is just a blah day.  I have a list for tomorrow but in typical me fashion? Won't do it until then.  And maybe the rest on the weekend if I want to.  Husband is coming home tonight instead of tomorrow which will be nice.  I can't wait! I like him home.  I really do.  He is in a course all weekend though so I will not see him much.  I am thinking I need a project for this weekend.  Something to keep me super busy and to make me feel productive.  Something that is not work though.  I will have to come up with a few ideas.  I would like to makes lists of all the main things in my freezer so that I can just glance at it and see what we have.  I have done this in the past and it helps.  Especially now that it is in the garage.  I hate going out there to look! How lazy am I!

I am doing pretty good with the exercise and eating this week.  I found that my new wraps I am making make me feel good all day! I am quite full from them and the flavours are enough to keep me happy.  They are also really easy to change up so that it feels different every day.  I did a TRX class again yesterday and hurt myself! I am also having some tummy issues.  The doctor is not sure what is going on but he is sending me for tests.  Until then? I am not allowed to work out.  That sucks.  I was doing so good! I actually really like the class.  I hurt so bad after but I think it is working! I want to get to the point where I am doing it three times a week and then see how fast things change.  I just want to be strong again.  I hate feeling weak all the time.

I need to go get ready for the day.  Husband will appreciate it if I am not wearing a hat when he comes home! We have a deal.  He will tell me how beautiful I look if I put in some effort! It works quite well for me.  I always feel better if I have tried a little :)

Quote from my wall of the day:

"Risk more than others think is safe

Care more than others think is wise

Dream more that others think is practical

Expect more than others think is possible"