Joy Dare
Day 22: one grace wrinkled, one grace smoothed, one grace unfolded
- my grandma. Her skin.
- a baby. Specifically my nephew. He is a blessing to our family. Love him!
- a letter from a friend. An encouragement.
I am also starting the diet again today!!!!! I figure I can diet with or without mono! I am starting my gorge days today. Not looking forward to it but am excited to lose more weight. I am trying for the full 6 weeks this time. We will see how I do! I am hoping to lose at least 30 lbs. I will let you know how that goes. And one day? I will post a picture of me again! I am nervous, as I struggled with the eating disorder aspect last time, but am feeling a lot stronger this time. At this point, I am focusing on this set and I am going to take it from there. I am no sure where I want to end up. I have an idea in my head, but at the end of the day? I don't know. I see super skinny people and think YEAH! That is what I want! And then I see other people and think wow. I like the look of some curves. At the point where I just need to do these 6 weeks and go from there! I am honestly hoping I feel hot at the end of this session so I don't have to do another one! I think I will need one more though. If that is the case though, I will be done by summer! And that would be good. Now I need a personal stylist to take me shopping and teach me how to have style and dress cool! (the pics are all off pinterest)
I am off to have a happy (albeit tired) day with Husband. I am going to eat too much and try to get something done around this house! I am skipping church and life for a bit so that I don't happen to get anyone else sick. Have a wonderful Sunday!
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