I am anxious. I am feeling way too much anxiety at this point. It is driving me crazy! LIFE IS GOOD!
- all our bills are being paid
- Husband is home to help pack and move
- we bought a duplex!
- work is on an upswing for the first time in years
- I am growing
- I am learning new skills and how to think and I am loving it
- I figured out my office!
- We figured out furniture placement today
- We are both healthy
- I get to see family in two weeks! This is huge!
- I have amazing plans for when they are here for the first time every! I will blow their socks off with amazingness!
- I bought a new worship CD today and a new book
- Have I mentioned that life is good?
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So why am I feeling so grey! Why am I struggling so much! It is driving me crazy and I am not sure . I am feeling a lot like this right now. And it sucks! Any suggestions? And no. I will not take medication at this time. I know that a lot of it is my Dad and his wedding and all the odd feelings that are going on there. A lot of it is nightmares I have been having about the sexual abuse/family from my past. A lot of it is that mothers day is around the corner and I can't go into a store right now without seeing it. But how do I get out of this? I will. I always do. Just having an off day.
Tomorrow will be better.
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What about a therapist? Sometimes just a half a pill (xanax or similar) takes the edge off for someone I know.
That is awesome! I will have to see my doctor. I was also told recently that a herbal thing called Rescue Remedy is supposed to be amazing. I will let you know how it works!
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