Family Post 1.2

Just found out grandma knew all along.

Ouch.

She still treated me that way.

Ouch.

Thinking I am not going to see her.

Not sure I am willing to allow myself to be hurt that much more again.

I am finally dealing with some of this stuff.

I am finally not hurting so bad.

This whole thing is making me physically ill and making me so sad.

I am so sick of it all.

Fuck.