I just reached my latest goal!!!! I officially am the skinniest I have been in 13 years. Can you believe it? I can't. Well, according to the scale I can, but it is still insane. I have lost another 7.4 lbs and am now at 187.4. The smallest I have ever been! And to think I wanted to quit my diet yesterday.
I had a horrible day yesterday! Work was whatever, I spent 9 hours driving and 4 working. A long day if you ask me. I made it home last night though to cuddle my husband. And then? In all my tiredness? I DID NOT SLEEP AT ALL!!!!! It sucked. I finally fell asleep this morning at around 6 and then woke up at 9. I am going to work this morning for a bit and then take the afternoon off to have a nap. I am two days ahead of schedule this week anyways so I think I deserve it.
Wow. I am officially in the 180's. I am shocked. Sorry. This session on the diet has almost kicked my butt! I did gorge days on Friday and Saturday and have only been on the eating plan since Sunday. 3 whole days and I am done! I had no idea it could get harder. Not sure why it is so hard this time. It seems to get harder each time. I have decided to do a cheat day (not in a major way, just a little!) next Friday. I am meeting a friend for the day and want to be able to eat and drink. I will then have to deal with Thanksgiving with no food. Not sure how fun that will be!
My dad and sister are not impressed that I will not be eating as it means I will not be cooking. I am the cook in the family. I told them I will help, but will not do it all. Not even close! Turkey dinner is one of my favorites and I have not had one in almost a year. This silly dieting has made me miss out on a lot of amazing food this year. Sometimes is discourages me. Other days? I remember that I will be done this whole charade in 5 and a half weeks and then I can eat again. And will be able to for a long time after that. I am going to do this six weeks and then stop. I am not sure for how long. I might be done! If I change my mind and decide to do more, I will wait till after Christmas I think. I will eat turkey yet this year!